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Have you ever...
[x] Fallen for your best friend? Nope.
[x] Made out with JUST a friend?Yes.

[x] Been rejected? Oh Yes.
[x] Been in love? Yes.
[x] Been in lust? Sure, who hasn't?
[x] Used someone?Yes.
[x] Been used?Yes.
[x] Been cheated on?Yes.
[x] Done something you regret? Yes.

Who was the last person...
[x] You touched? My mom, she gave me a hug.
[x] You talked to? John.
[x] You hugged? My mom.
[x] You instant messaged? Will.
[x] You kissed? John
[x] You yelled at? My mom
[x] You laughed with? John

Have you/are you/do you...
[x] Considered a life of crime? Well, Mallory Knox in Natural Born Killers was awesome, but other than that, no.
[x] Considered being a hooker? I wondered how much money I could make from that once, but I would never lower my standards for such a thing.
[x] Considered being a pimp? No, but I wonder if I could.
[x] Are you psycho? I can be
[x] Split personalities? Nope.
[x] Schizophrenic? Nope.
[x] Obsessive? Yeah, but I think that everyone is with somethings, sometimes.
[x] Obsessive compulsive? No.
[x] Panic? Oh yes and it sucks.
[x] Anxiety? Yeah, sometimes.
[x] Depressed? Not currently, but have been. Damn you Jimmie.
[x] Suicidal? Nope. Thought about it once.
[x] Obsessed with hate? Not to any crazy extent.
[x] Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? Yea.
[x] Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? Yes.

Are you?...
[x] Understanding: Most of the time.
[x] Open-minded: To lots of things, yes.
[x] Arrogant: No, I dont think so.

[x] Insecure: Oh yes!
[x] Interesting: I would like to think so.
[x] Hungry: Yes, I could so go for some chicken strips right now.
[x] Friendly: Yes.
[x] Smart: In some aspecs yes.
[x] Moody: Can be.
[x] Childish: Yea sometimes, but its fun.
[x] Independent: Trying to be.
[x] Hard working: Yes.
[x] Organized: I am a neat freak.
[x] Emotionally Stable: Nope.
[x] Shy: At times.
[x] Difficult: Alot of the times.
[x] Attractive: In my opinion....fuck no.
[x] Bored Easily: Nope.
[x] Thirsty: Yes.
[x] Responsible: Most of the time, when its important.
[x] Sad: Some of the time.
[x] Happy: I wish I was more often
[x] Trusting: I am untill you give me a reason to not trust you.
[x] Talkative: It depends on who I'm around.
[x] Original: With some things.
[x] Different: Sometimes.
[x] Unique: I guess I could be.
[x] Lonely: Yea sometimes.
[x] Color your hair? I havent seen my natural hair color since the 7th grade, ha. It is back right now.
[x] Have tattoos?No, but I want a few.

[x] Piercings? Gauged ears, belly button and the left side of my lip, I am doing the right side soon.
[x] Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes.
[x] Floss daily? No, it hurts.
[x] Own a webcam? Yah.
[x] Ever get off the damn computer? Yes, when I have to go to school or something else other than being on the computer.
[x] Sprechen sie deutsche? Nope, dont want to either.
[x] Habla espanol? Of course im a fucking mexican.

Currents
[x] Current Clothes: Purple PJ pants with little penguins on them and a light blue shirt.
[x] Current Mood: Bored. Tired.Lonley, among many other things.
[x] Current Taste: Nothing..my mouth..
[x] Current Hair: Not done..long-ish in the front and shaggy ish in the back? 'scene' you could say.
[x] Current Annoyance: My dad being pathetically drunk. So drunk the cops were called.
[x] Current Smell: Uhm, air?
[x] Current thing you ought to be doing: sleeping.
[x] Current Desktop Picture: A hot air ballon, my mom is a loser. I love you mom <33!
[x] Current Favorite Group: Killswitch Engage or Fallout Boy
[x] Current Book: What are these books?
[x] Current DVD In Player: Hell Boy
[x] Current Refreshment: Dr. Pepper
[x] Current Worry: Being out in the world..
[x] Current Crush:
[x] Current Favorite Celebrity: I dont know.

Favorite...
[x] Food: Pasta
[x] Drink: Dr. Pepper, Pepsi, Vanilla Coke, whatever is good at the time.
[x] Color: Black and Blue
[x] Shoes: My converse, but not chucks.
[x] Candy: Milkyway Midnight
[x] TV Show: That 70s show
[x] Movie: Way to many
[x] Dance: Eh?
[x] Vegetable: Ew.
[x] Fruit: In all honesty, the last time I ate fruit I think I was 3?

On Dating...
[x] Long or short hair? Long
[x] Dark or blond hair? Dark
[x] Tall or short? Short guys rock but tall is great to.
[x] Mr./Ms. Sensitive or Mr./Ms. Funny? Both.
[x] Good boy/girl or bad boy/girl? Depends.
[x] Dark or light eyes? Light eyes.
[x] Hat or no hat? No.
[x] Pierced or no? pierced.
[x] Stubble or neatly shaved? Hair is only good on your head
[x] Rugged outdoorsy type or sporty type? Triangle?

Ok, End for now.

On preferences...
[x] Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? Soda.
[x] McDonalds or Burger King? Mc Donalds
[x] Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? I will find someone who is both
[x] Sweet or sour? sweet.
[x] Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? dr. pepper.
[x] Sappy/action/comedy/horror? Horror...
[x] Cats or dogs? Meoowww
[x] Ocean or Pool? Pool
[x] Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? Nacho Cheese
[x] Mud or Jell-O wrestling? J-E-L-L-O all the way..
[x] With or without ice-cubes? If it is cold, it dosent need ice.
[x] Shine or rain? Whatever is nice.
[x] Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring?Fall or Spring
[x] Vanilla or Chocolate? Vanilla
[x] Gloves or mittens? Mittens
[x] Eyes open or closed? closed.
[x] Fly or breathe under water? fly
[x] Bunk-bed or waterbed? Water bed.
[x] Chewing gum or hard candy? gum.
[x] Motor boat or sailboat? sailboat...
[x] Lights on or off? dosent matter
[x] Chicken or fish? Chicken

What's your favorite...
[x] Number? 5645464dgf6d5g1a6g465165
[x] Holiday? Halloween
[x] Radio station? Fuck the radio
[x] Place? Shows.
[x] Scent? Vanilla and Floral scents are good.

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[x] If you could be anywhere, where would you be? With davey havok or california or somewhere not here..idk
[x] What would you be doing? hanging out...
[x] What are you listening to? Fallout Boy-Chicago is so two years ago
[x] Can you do anything freakish with your body? Im ugly, my face is pretty freakish
[x] Do you have a favorite animal, no matter how lame it may be? Sugar Gliders

*Ever been so drunk you blacked out: I think so, if I have I dont remember, I might have blacked out.
* Been in a car accident: no
* Kept a secret from everyone: yes'm
* Wanted to hook up with a friend: Yea kinda
* Cried during a Movie: Yea
* Had a crush on a teacher: I thought a teacher was hot...?
* Ever thought an animated character was hot: That chick from the video game bloodrayne (sp) oh man!
* Had a New Kids on the Block tape: nope
* Cut your hair: oh yea you know it
-------FAVORITES-------
* Shampoo: Whatever smells good
* Conditioner: about
* Color: black, red, blue, yellow
* Day/Night: Night
* Summer/Winter: Summer
* Lace or satin: Both.
* Cartoon Characters:
* Food: Chicken and Pasta
* Fave Advert:
* Fave Film: To many
* Fave Ice Cream: vanilla
 Fave Subjects: English


-------RIGHT NOW-------
* Underwear: -looks in pants- well...come over and find out..jk. none.
* Drinking: Dr Pepper
* Thinking about: I should be in bed..
* Listening to: KsE

-------IN THE LAST 24 HRS-------
* Cried: yes
* Cleaned your room: yeah.
* Done laundry: yes, im a neat freak remember.
* Done something you regret: not really.


-------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------
* Yourself: yea soemtimes
* Friends: Yes
* Santa Clause: idiot, who dosent ;-)
* Tooth Fairy: She's hot.
* Angels: yes I do.
* God: Sure.
* Ghosts: oh yea of course

-------FRIENDS AND LIFE-------
* Who's the loudest out of your friends: I dont know
* Who do you go to for advice: mom, John.
* Who do you cry with: my pillow
* What's the best feeling in the world: knowing youre truly happy, being in love, knowing you are wanted/needed, knowing you make someone else happy
* Worst Feeling: being without the one you love, fucking up and you can't fix it, wanting to tell someone something and you wait to long and they fade away or you wait till the last minute and you end up losing them , many many feelings..

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Yea I dont know what to write about, it has been some time....I have to go back to school 2morrow, boo on that. I got a hair cut its all 'scene' meh. John came back from Kentucky!!! I missed him soo much!!! I have been hanging out with Colin, which has been fun, Zakk hates me again because I am hanging out with Colin, oh well, his loss haha. I got to see Russell yesterday which was amazing being I had not seen him in a very long time and it made me happy, yea I dont know what to say. The holidays sucked very badly, oh well. Well I guess that I am going to go now and when I come up with something better to talk about I will. bye. -Mallory

Should I get the right side of my lip pierced? Let me know what you think.

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alright, I know it has been a while and quite a bit has happend. Break started out pretty good, I spent from Friday after school last week untill Monday with John because he was going to Kentucky, and he is still there :-( The on wednesday, me and mom went and picked up Nicole and she spent untill friday with me. We has some good times, I had to hang out with her and her bf one night, that was no fun, ya know how being the 3rd wheel sucks, well yea. I got to see Drew on thursday, that was fun. Christmas day SUCKED!!!!! I woke up and opend stuff blah blah, well what I wanted most was my ipod and I got it, but it wont work!! So that made me mad, my cell phone was being a nigger for a while and my parents were fighting, I was like 'Merry Fucking Christmas!' But yesterday after I did all the family stuff I got to hang out with Drew for a while ( a different one). After a fantastic Christmas day, I came home and went to sleep. And here I am now, Zakk is supposed to come over after work and fix my ipod and then we are going to maybe hang out, ya idk, im bored and hungry so I am going to go take a shower and such, maybe ill write more later or something, bye. -Mally

**2-18 Killswitch Engage, The Used, Senses Fail and My Chemical Romance! Be there niggers!

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I really dont know what to say. Lets go back a few days, Sunday I went to the performing arts center with Zakk to see Mitch Hedberg and Steven Lynch, it was a grand old time. Hmm, this week has been damn cold, way to damn cold. I had exams today, Chorus and World History, yes it sucked, I do not like exams, I have them 2morrow as well, English and Spanish. 1 more day, well 1/2 a day untill Christmas break, woot! I am actually rather sad, John is going to Kentucky tuesday, damn I am going to miss him sooo much, this really sucks. While I am talking about being sad, one of my best friends Nikki graduated yesterday, damn december grads. I am really going to miss her, I know that I am going to still get to hang out with her and see her but not being able to sing with her in chorus anymore is killing me, her and I have had some GREAT times in that class, she always made me laugh, still does, in fact, today she showed up for 25minutes and we thought it would be funny to see me get into a bass bag, like the orchestra bass and ppl carried me around in it, it was grand. But I have some very pretty pictures of Nikki I would like to add:

This is me and Nikki in 1st period chorus.

This is Nikki singing in my room :-)

This is Nikki giving the keyboard the finger one day during rehersal.

Yea..anyways I cant wait untill break, I am so damn tired of school. Well I am going to go for now, I will post...when I damn well feel like it :-D ~Mally

I actually do not know what to say. I am bored. This week has been so damn lame, just so plain and boring and I hate boring. I had chorus rehersal today, woo fucking hoo. We have a concert tommorrow from 7-like 8:15 ish, come out and see us, should be fun, haha. Oh man I cannot wait untill next year, that chorus is so mine. Kelly (president) told me she wants me to be president next year, and I will get to be section leader, woot I am excited. This sunday should be cool, I am going to the tbpac to see Mitch Hedberg and Steven Lynch, a grand old time. I dont know what to say. Nikki is going to be gone in like 5 days; this is horrible, I know she is not gone forever but I sure am going to miss her like crazy, she always makes me happy :-). Blargh. Want to see the most beautiful girl I have ever seen? Lookie here:

my god Nicole is absolutely beautiful, I am super jealous. I miss her soooo much and I love her soo much! Well I am done now. Good bye. <3 Mally

*yawn* boring week so far. Ha, I have only been back in school 1 day, and yet, already bored. School sucks like that. "I may dissagree with what you say, but  I will defend to the death your right to say it"-Voltaire (the only good thing I got out of world history) I wanted to share something with the rest of the world:

I long for the moments when I held you in my arms and looked deep into your eyes, and knew exactaly how you felt. And I long for those moment when I kissed your lips and knew all the things you couldent say.Each and everyday I wish and pray to whatever god that you will come running, running back into my arms and my heart. But yet I sit here, sit here patiently waiting for you, my heart breaking more as the number of days that you arent with me increases. I live each day with you being the only thing on my mind and I suffer through each day with my unrequited feelings for you lingering at the bottom of what once was my heart. My eyes will still cry eyeliner tears, my arms will remain empty in waiting for you, and my lips will remain unparted in hope that yours will accompany them in a kiss. But I am waiting my love, yes I am waiting, right were you left me, crying..crying and broken.- Mallory

I think that it is beautiful, yes that is what I think.

                                    You can call me flower if you want to....

**2/18- Killswitch Engage, The Used, My Chemical Romance and Senses Fail **

woo hoo I got my monitor back! so YES I can be online again, I know that the entire world missed me oh so much haha ok I know I tell myself that sometimes. I dont have to much to say lol so I just thought that I would let the world know I got my computer fixed, I got some pics from my party so if my computer lets me, I will get them up here sometime soon. Untill then... <3 Mally